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mamashe/sheshe
 in response to Starshine...   Hi again Patti, sorry it has taken me so long to get back to you but I just turned off the computer and cleaned my kitchen from top to bottom and mopped the floors. My bathrooms are in line for tomarrow but I don't mind so much since we have this nicer house since the fire. My bathrooms are really nice and when their clean they look like something out of a better homes and garden book. My sisters gave us a ton of pink and white stripped towels and hand towels and wash clothes and I put them up everytime I clean the bathroom and we have purple pink and aqua stripped shower curtain with rugs to match also given to us. I don't know how they all ended up matching so well but they sure do. Do you still have all the friends you used to call or they would call you? I hope so, I know how lonely you get and I know I would to. Do you go out for walks around your apartment, you never know who you might meet lol. How about inviting your neighbor over for coffee or tea or anything that you could talk over. Have you looked for a better place to live yet, the only thing is you would have to get out and about to do that. There is a lot you could find out on the phone though. I really hope you can take the steps that you will have to take to get out of there. Love and God bless mamashe
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Starshine
 in response to mamashe/sheshe...   Hello
I am so sorry about Ruby. Foxie had stomach cancer knots on her tummy. She was 14 and not good at moving. Mom took her to vet while I was at school and they put her to sleep. Mom didn't watch.
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Starshine
 in response to mamashe/sheshe...   Hi Shelia
That sounds great you be there with her perfect. I am cold this morning not nice at 830 but later in day. Thank you for tellling me this. me try to get an leg appt only time 230 Wed Jean has to take me at 130. Pain in the you know what. It is hard not to work. And not hear from people. I have to look into other things today. and Try to take care of business I tell you one thing love to have Sunny here or us never moved here. It has not been the best thing. Think try to find roomate store things back to mom's etc
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mamashe/sheshe
 in response to Starshine...   Hi Patti, I've been trying to help our little pug Ruby feel a little better. We have meds for her for her pain and I'm on my thrid try in getting a tiny little pill down her, She gags it up everytime so I'm afraid I will have to get this syringe thing and crush the pill, mis it with warm milk and pry her mouth open and squirt it down her throat. God! I hate this, Doc said she may make it a few more weeks depending on the progress of her cancer and arthritis. In the mean time I have my new litte Pie Pie girl who is only 3 and she just wants to play and run from one end of the house to the next. I have also found a fantastic new dvd on Beginners in yoga for Arthritis sufferers. I have tried twice now to get started on it and Piepie thinks it's a new game we're playing while poor little Ruby tried to drag herself over to me with her little curly tail just waggin. Doc said that when her tail just stays down between her back legs for a whole day it is time to bring her in and kev and I are trying to get someone else to take her in....but I promised I would hold her tight and look into her eyes while they gave her the shot and no matter how hard it is I am going to do it. She won't be scared if she is in my arms and I know she would do the same for me. Anyway dear friend that is what I'm doing. How about you? love sheila
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Starshine
Hello
What have you been up to?
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Today has been weird. Avast. I found the number to and waited. He said all the viruses warnings were false and it was my old computer operating system so he fixed it Took a while few hours but running well.
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Starshine
 in response to sandy24...   Hello sandy24
You are due for some bad weather. Take care of yourself.
all if okay on drug for leg and left calf breaking out in rashes and got rashes elsewhere. so I can't wait till dr. is in MOnday. I will be the first to call him.
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Anonymous
 in response to sandy24...   I think that if that is how some choose to deal with it its there choice. Everyone has a different way of handling deceit and betrayal and there are certainly more than one way to effectively deal with the feelings it brings. If you can be logical about it and sort it out that way, GREAT! Others may need to sort out their emotional attachment to whoever was at the other end of the computer. Obvioulsy they know it wasn't the real Chris but the time invested with their emotions and feelings are REal and your emotions dont know the difference. Its healthy to be angry about this, feel betrayed, and to feel sadness too. None of us can tell another how to feel or deal with the aftermath of such a betrayal. I think its best to allow any and everyone the freedom of dealing with it the best way they know how.
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Starshine
 in response to mamashe/sheshe...   I like to work around people again. That lifts me up and freedom to get my car taken care of and drive. I don't like sitting still.
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Starshine
 in response to mamashe/sheshe...   Hi Sheila
No other drug to take . work yak with ex boss and when time right miight work for dc calling. I don't think baby man wants me back and stiil need to wash hair. on line looking not turning out. I am down some as i love to be around people and miss that so bad not funny. I like to be back at mom's gotten the house share from wicked sister and be done with it. Then I could have fixed it up with city no pay back loans sale it? and Move to the beach. I guess suppose to be there due to Sunny coming into my life or he would have beeen at the pound.
I just like talking to my friends that I know from beach etc my old life and everyone is gone moved few reamain and sunday is there do it day.
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mamashe/sheshe
 in response to Starshine...   Well thankyou Patti, say...how is your leg and are you still taking the sulpher drugs. Do you have another drug to take instead of that one.? Hows the online job hunting goes? Patti, can you go back to that job where you make appointments for people and didn't you have another kind of job whee all you did is type for so many hours a day? I'm just trying to bring up some ideas. I know how hard losing your aidpage money has affected you.....oh, I know...you could ask the ApT if they have an opening for the job of scanning the main pages. and I love you to dear, you sound a bit depressed and I understand completely if you are. Thankyou for the kind words. sincerely mamashe
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Starshine
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Starshine
Never get a doctor who is not on call. Ask that first when You get someone. It is not like I can run to urgent care. I guess someone could take me but I think you need appointment as I had to use them before when I had cellulitits . I sure don't feel like setting the world aglow with the energy I feel. I get the shakes so I need to eat again. Nerves or what don't know or medicine
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Starshine
 in response to mamashe/sheshe...   I didn't see the bad stuff till last night and then this morning on my left leg, gal next door noticed it.
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Starshine
 in response to mamashe/sheshe...   I didn't know if I was allergic to it. I had to come home and check the medicines I took before and I could not find Septra on them and he asked me but I didn't know. It is an old drug.. he is not on call.
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mamashe/sheshe
 in response to Starshine...   Yeah, thats what I was trying to find out from you as to what kind of drug they have you on. I'm extremely allergic to sulpher and my lips and eyes swell up so bad that I look like a bug eyed lip flippin fish. I also itch a lot. But the only thing you should have to do is call doc and he can call in another antibiotic somewhere where they deliver and get you on those. I would however in the meantime stop the sulpher drug altogether and try to get a replacement asap so the level of antibiotic won't go down so low in your system that that e-coli could start working again. I'm so sorry that you have to go through all this. One of the first things the doc should have asked you is if you were allergic to sulpher. Let me know how it goes OK? love mamashe/sheshe
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Starshine
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How are you doing? I am okay but I think I have reaction to meds. I have red spots on my left calf and right foot area is red and and toes part of the are. I had a reaction like this to other meds. I just saw it last night then on left leg this morning. My friends father took them sulfar drug and he was so tired they took him off it fast.
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mamashe/sheshe
 in response to sandy24...   Hey there SandyXXIIII: I know what your saying and by no means do I honor or condone what Susie did but because o my love and devotion to our Anonymous40784 I went past all the anger and hurt and honored the effect of having Chris here and how all the lies and deciet brought all of us together for a common cause and that cause was unconditional love not only for him but for each other. His presence whether conjured or not had an enormous impact on this page and you have to admit you and I loved and cared for him so much we sent him $50 and a wedding card. these are the things I honor, not susie or Chris but because of them I think we all grew to understand each other a little more. ....By the way sweetie I have a huge email to send you IF my computer afrees with me that it needs to go bye bye. Thankyou for sharing your take on this. Sincerely mamashe/sheshe
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Starshine
Hello

How are you? I slept like horrible dreams about everything. See you later and woke up early too. Nap time today.
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I will see you here later when I get back from doctors. I am so looking forward to it. One more week to go on antiboitics I hope! I am going to have him take leg culture to make sure.
Hope all is well and I going to nap.
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